This woman had been threaten, beaten, arrested and much more and even after ALL THAT, she said imma keep going because "I'M SICK AND TIRED OF BEING SICK AND TIRED".

That statement alone calls for a bit of introspection.

I felt disconnected from God. I was going through the motions and participating in church activities, but I wasn't feeling as connected to God as I have in the past. I felt like when I was praying it was ingenuine and forced. I was frustrated and not necessarily with God but with myself. If I'm being honest, I've always felt like prayer was a struggle for me. Praying is hard.